I did not do well...

This year was a very tough year for me and my family. I must admit, we went into a roller coaster ride but at least the belts are definitely working – holding us up! Never have I foreseen that I’ll be hitting such bumps in my life…there are times that I want to just fall, but my faith in God pulls me so I’d keep my balance.

I am sharing you now the things that “I should have NOT DONE for 2008.”

Ø I should have not left our house for another crib near work, I was okay commuting before…enduring max of 2 hours trip.
Ø I took for granted the growing issue in my family, thought it will just die on a natural death, but I was wrong there.
Ø I was so naïve and careless, I lost something very valuable to me. Now I am so desperate of getting it back. How, I don’t know.
Ø Living and deciding on my own. I miss having one single home with your folks and sibs with you.
Ø Not reporting to GOD every Sunday. I regret this because, God knows how I badly need HIS help, and then here I am, not doing my part.
Ø After all the hardwork and sacrifices my boyfriend did for me, I still suspect him of doing some bad/ugly things. Yeah, I know I do not have the proof; it was all just gut feel. Sorry hunny…I will be good from now on.
Ø I overspend and don’t save money.
Ø I over eat too! Wahahaha!
Ø I am overly paranoid, on so many things, which I do not want to enumerate because this will only prove how paranoid I am. (gulo?!)

I still have a few left, which I do not want to declare, might appear that I really didn’t do good this year.

Of course, with all the negative things that had happened, I still have those that I am proud to say I did and was able to overcome and at some point, I prove myself that I was able to do better.

So here go the “I AM PROUD, I DID IT…”

Ø I prove myself that I am an independent person. Likewise, that made me realize too, that I so love my parents and sibs.
Ø I found a new job, same as my previous jobs but this time, it’s tougher and more exciting because I was able to prove my capabilities as a person and as a media executive. (seryoso amp!)
Ø I still can limbo rock… (huh?!)
Ø I found new set of pals at work…who rock! (I want my old pals to meet them, for sure, that will be a blast, right guys?)
Ø I am braver now.
Ø And wiser now. (wow…parang song?)
Ø (After realizing that my bank account was so messed up)…I am now saving. J I no longer use my credit cards and learned the value of using cash.
Ø I am more generous now. Wahahah!
Ø Although I am gaining weight again, I do my best to dance my fats away. J… Efficiency wise, not proven yet.
Ø I am working double effort now…as I am really eager to get a car by next year, July. Thinking of getting a personal Suzuki Swift or a family car like – Adventure.
Ø I am reading again…. Flipping pages of Twilight. Edward…muah!
Ø I still got a long long list, but, I believe, best part of 2008, is I am a PROUD BLOGGER! Right?!

It’s 3:15am; I should be hitting the sheets by now.

Zzzzzz……





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